its been one month since my mom went for her treatments, will be back in one more month...... day started with a postive note... a friend of mine was in lucknow, and wanted some of his works get done in that city, so i asked my men to help him out there, and finally just half an hour back my friend called me to say thanks :) ... feels good...... day passed as usual working......went to the cycle shop to let my new driver get his new cycle, as it was already late beyond 8 pm , so i paid the money and asked my driver to collect it in the morning tomorrow....... this is his pre-diwali`s gift from me.
when i entered my room after a hard day, out of no specific reason was feeling very very lonely.......its been 4 days i didnt smoke ......so finally am out of even cigarettes... hurray !!!
at times i feel that how tough it is to not let my emptiness , bother my work......but i succeed in wearing a fake smile and keep working ....... ppl comming to me thinks m the happiest...... they call me lucky.......they r all wrong coz they never meet the real RC.
the things i have gone through in my life, i guess if someone else would have been in my place, then for sure he would be dead long back.....but the love of my parents and the love of my child, always keeps me moving further.
when i entered my room after a hard day, out of no specific reason was feeling very very lonely.......its been 4 days i didnt smoke ......so finally am out of even cigarettes... hurray !!!
at times i feel that how tough it is to not let my emptiness , bother my work......but i succeed in wearing a fake smile and keep working ....... ppl comming to me thinks m the happiest...... they call me lucky.......they r all wrong coz they never meet the real RC.
the things i have gone through in my life, i guess if someone else would have been in my place, then for sure he would be dead long back.....but the love of my parents and the love of my child, always keeps me moving further.
